Tuesday, April 15, 2008

1st Unspoken Thought

I'm hurting... I want to hate him for doing this to me. He made me believe that everything's gonna be ok, that he loves me, that he'll take care of me, that he'll always be there for me no matter what. I've given him all my hopes and dreams. Then all of a sudden it's all gone. Without knowing why... without any explanation... just nothing.

And I want to hate myself for loving him so much---until now. Even if he's hurt me. I just can't make myself hate him. All I can feel is love and pain.

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